BlackIvoryDuchess

Love has never flattered me. Nor given me a glance. Tell me, how undeserving can I be? That love will not even toss me a summer romance. Sure in my heart affection has found a home. But still my soul withers in the relentless hot sun of loneliness; forever unquenched. The closer I get, the further Love seems to roam. Leaving me behind amongst the favored ones, now in love drenched. It seems that for years, My cries and pleas have fallen on deaf ears. Everywhere I go in life I am absorbed in my biggest fear. That no matter how hard i try, my only lover will tears. Now people say that love will find its way to me. That I'm just you

When gentle breezes blow your way, I'll turn and smile though I know not what to say. And with all my dearest little heart I hope that you'll stop and say hello. Take my hand and an intrest in me before I leave; before I go. Pronounce thy undying love for me. And say that I am the only girl that you can see. Passsion and lust shall I have only for thee. Just first procliam that you and I can forever be. Let Aphrodite be our truest friend. Showers of love and romance to us may she give not lend. Our affection, let it never waver nor bend. And may our lives intwined, be full of blessings that only the Gods could send! Cleopatra and

There is a place at the end of the mile, Where people go to drowned in charms. All around are dimpels and smiles. And lovers fall into each others arms. Overworked Secretaries and Stressed out Lawyers. Restless Housewives and The Young Men from across the street. Hormonal Teenage Girls and Smooth Talking Gents. Drugged Out Prostitutes and Secret Loves. Yes there is a place at the end of the mile, Where people go to drowned in charms. All around are dimples and smiles. And lovers fall into each others arms. There at the End of the Mile Lovers go to be free. To escape the glares and judgements of You and Me. The Walls the only one

Life used to be so very sweet,but now its just extremely sour. I can hardly stand upon my two sore feet. I do not wish to continue on, playing this cruel game called life. For i feel my strength pouring out of me by the hour. I used to be so carefree, and life seemed so chalk full of possibilities. But now, I'm not quite sure what to be! And life now seems an endless boring chore; nothing more than a taxing responsibility! My mind screams "NO MORE!" But my arms and wrists cry out for the passionate cool kisses of safety pins and razor blades. I wish to feel the negativity which festers and boils within me to drip, drip, drip, drop

Your arms are wrapped around me tight. Your sugary words flow through my ears down to my heart. Everything is covered in brilliant light. And I know without a shadow of a doubt, there is nothing that could make us part. Your kisses tingle on my lips. The scent you carry fills me with joy. You place your hands upon my hips. Then smile a smile that no darkness could ever take away;destroy. My soul feels a feeling so utterly divine. I find myself astonished and absolutly glad that I a human am desired by a star. Great it is to no longer be needy and wanting, but needed and wanted, sending chills down upon my spine! When I look into yo

I begged you to stay, but you wouldn't listen to me. I cried out for you to reconsider. You said "No, it's to late for you. Besides,there are other places I could be!" I yelled "No, you're wrong, your'e just being bitter!" But you wouldn't listen, you refused to hear me. You turned you're back on me and marched away. Not even conserned about me or keeping me insanity free. You shouted over your shoulder that perhaps you'd be back one day. So to the ground I fell. I gave up, I surrendered and retreated. Yes, with tears in my eyes I let you my only anchor to Earth....Happiness go; walk away!

My feelings suppresed, feeling more and more depressed. No weakness allowed anymore, tears are unwelcome here, Theres to be absolutly crying! Only Dying,Dying,Dying! My life seems to be slowly sinking,sinking,sinking into Evening. Drowning in the oddly comfortable loneliness that Evening kindly grants me. Yet hungrily I wait for Night to arrive, To carry me away, to take me home. Home, where my Heart is hidden, hidden in the Black, waiting patiently for me. Waiting patiently to give me Peace. Peace in the depths of Sweet Dark, Dark, Dark oblivion. Night begs me to find forgetfulness in its arms, tells me to rebuke Morning and its f

Shed your tears,feel your heart rip, tear, and bust. Let the joys of life that you've felt over the yeas break down, crack and turn to dust. Relax, let your mind fill with happy thoughts. Now sit back and watch them shrink into tiny dots. Through my heart you wish to shoot your lance. Around my  dead body  you wish to dance! There are no happy words that dare speak. You'll find the proof in mine eyes which do leak. Any day I would walk a tortous mile. Just to wipe from your face that nasty smirk, that digusting smile. Everyone opted to walk away. Leaving me on the cold ground, there for eternity to stay.

Lonely Girl Am I whom, in the dark room sits. Listening ever so intently to the stories whispered by the Moon. She alone is my only friend;watching over me as i fall prey to depressed fits. Peace to me she offers up on a silver platter, calmness she feeds me with a golden  spoon.        Lonely Girl Am I Whom, Tears alone allowed. No joy from life is ever obtained. Slowly I am dissapating like a cloud, and from me all hopes have been drained.                   Lonely Girl Am I Whom, As dawn is breaking,

Come to me unwanted children of the earth, in me you can hide. Give me your secrets, trust and confide. Let your soul take flight, let me envelope your mind and body. Renounce every backstabbing golden beam of light. Come to me unwanted children, I do not judge. To you I open up my tender loving arms. No one or nothing can take me away. I am always with you. I bloom in the night, and vanish by day. But in the dusty, forgotten corners of the earth I stay. Come to me unwanted children of the earth. In me you can find your utopia. Only first feed me your pain. In me there is nothing to lose only something to gain! Come to me unwant